Changes in attitude

Thanks so much to everyone for your kind and thoughtful comments and emails. The positive energy has really helped and already things are going in a better direction. In a remarkable stroke of luck, I have a dentist appointment tomorrow.

I have a good feeling about this one. He comes on a good referral and a cancellation opened up right before I called. I was able to get copies of my xrays this afternoon so I could take it. And he's going to be out for a couple of weeks after this so it really feels meant to be.

Oddly, I'm not even that nervous. Hope that feeling holds through tomorrow.

Update: Okay I woke up this morning, remembered that I had the appointment today and immediately got so nervous I feel like vomiting. But usually I feel like this for days before, so it's good that the appointment came so quick.